2.28.2005

Snow day

They us folks out early at work, so I am already in the comfort of my heated home. I have time to kill and nowhere I want to go...so many things I can do!

  • I can finally start reading Sideways, the novel that the movie is based on. It has sat unopened in my bag for a few months now.
  • Go through the paperwork I've allowed to accumulate over the last few months.
  • Try to find good flights down to Florida so that I can get out of this winter for a weekend.
  • Make the "Best Mix Ever."
  • Clean, and then cook something, so that I have more to clean.

I'm curious as to how much of this I'll actually do.

2.27.2005

The Oscars officially suck

Blah. I had a sinking suspicion that "Million Dollar Baby" would sweep. I'm really disappointed. I knew they were just going to throw awards at Clint Eastwood.
Yuck. I can't believe I stayed up for this.

My two oscar-gilded cents

First off, if you want to see some clips of the nominated movies, actors, and actresses take a gander over here. The kind folks over at yahoo movies have compiled it all.
Anyway, I have my picks for the major awards doled out tonight.
The ones I want to win:
Movie: Sideways
Actor: Don Cheadle, for "Hotel Rwanda"
Actress: Kate Winslet, for "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind"
Supporting Actor: Thomas Haden Church, for "Sideways"
Supporting Actress: Virginia Madsen, for "Sideways"
Director: Martin Scorcese, for "The Aviator"

However, how often do I ever get what I want?! Here's who I think will win:
Movie: Million Dollar Baby
Actor: Jamie Foxx
Actress: Annette Bening, for "Being Julia"
Supporting Actor: Morgan Freeman, for "Million Dollar Baby"
Supporting Actress: Virgina Madsen, for "Sideways"
Director: Clint Eastwood, "Million Dollar Baby"

I haven't seen "Million Dollar Baby" yet, but I'll be pissed if it does a run on the awards. It's one of those movies they just throw awards at because they just love Clint Eastwood. Maybe it deserves it...I guess I should watch it before I rant.

This has been a pretty good year for movies.
My favorite 5:
1) Sideways
2) Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
3) Hotel Rwanda
4) Ray
5) Garden State

2.26.2005

me music

I got this from Complete and Total Bisch.
1) WHAT ARE YOUR RANDOM 10 SONGS?
Eye in the Sky - Jonatha Brooke
Plainsong - The Cure
More than a feeling - Boston
Wouldn't it be nice - The Beach Boys
Let's Stay Together - Al Green
Daylight Fading - Ciounting Crows
She will have her way - Neil Finn
Try a little tenderness - Itis Redding
Last goodbye - Jeff Buckley
Northern Sky - Nick Drake
2) WHAT IS THE TOTAL AMOUNT OF MUSIC ON YOUR COMPUTER
1392
3) THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT?
I think it was Elliott Smith's "From a basement on the hill." However, I get a bunch of promos from the bookstore
4) WRITE DOWN 5 SONGS YOU LISTEN TO A LOT OR MEAN A LOT TO YOU
God Only Knows - The BEach Boys. I could listen to this song over and over. One of the best pop songs ever.
Here Comes the Sun - The Beatles. Whenever I need a dose of optimism, I turn to this.
Scenes from an Italian Restaurant - Whenever I hear this, I think of a specific girl, and pizza.
Thunder Road - When I need something to wake me up.
Don't Dream It's Over - Crowded House. Perfect.

Hit factory

As Sick Day noted, the Muscle Shoals recording studio closed down last week.
Another famed studio, called the Hit Factory, closed last week too. And while it was never mentioned in a lynryd skynyrd song, it was the studio were John Lennon recorded his last album and spent the last day of his life.
Hit Factory Closing Shop in New York

2.25.2005

Social Insecurity

Fear not what you can do for your government. Fear what the government can do to you.
The administration is trying to scare the public about Social Security, and we'll all end up scarred if they accomplish what they set out to do. This is a speech Sen. Barbara Boxer gave a few weeks ago. Be forewarned, it's a long one.

Peace of Mind vs. a Gamble: The Social Security Debate

A speech given by Senator Barbara Boxer on February 11, 2005

The White House has embarked on a mission to convince the people of our country that Social Security is in dire need of drastic change in order to save it for all workers.

In order to convince the American people of the urgency to privatize Social Security, the president has used words such as "crisis," "bankruptcy," and "collapse."

Let's look at the definition of these three words, according to the Merriam-Webster's Dictionary.

crisis: "a situation that has reached a critical phase."
bankruptcy: "utter failure or impoverishment."
collapse: "to break down completely."

Is it true that Social Security is in crisis? Is bankrupt? Is collapsing?

The answer is a resounding NO. According to the most conservative estimates, Social Security will be able to pay full benefits for 38 years. In other words, a 37-year-old worker today will get full benefits until he or she is 75 years old if we do nothing to make adjustments to the Trust Fund. A 47-year old worker today will get full benefits until he or she is 85 years old if nothing is done.

So clearly, Social Security is not in crisis, is not bankrupt, and is not collapsing.

Yes, there is a challenge we should address.

Have we ever faced a similar Social Security challenge before? Yes. During the Reagan presidency in 1983. Working together, Democrats and Republicans, we resolved the challenge then just as we can do now. So why would an otherwise optimistic George Bush turn into a prophet of pessimism on Social Security?

Because, his initiative is not about meeting the challenges of Social Security to keep it sound; it is not about bringing together Democrats and Republicans as Ronald Reagan did to ensure that full benefits will be there for all Americans. It is about one thing and one thing only: destroying Social Security.

How do I know that? Am I being partisan? Am I being unfair by stating in a very clear way that I believe the true goal here is to destroy Social Security? Not at all. I am simply telling the truth as told by this very White House.

On January 6, 2005, the White House wrote a Social Security memo. Although marked "not for attribution," fortunately, we have it.

The most telling sentence in the entire memo is this: "For the first time in six decades the Social Security battle is one we can win – and in doing so, we can help transform the political and philosophical landscape of the country."

Imagine: for six decades – that's 60 years – the right wing has been after Social Security.

The memo also lays out the first priority for the White House and that is to "establish an important premise; the current system is heading for an iceberg" – thus explaining the use of the words "crisis," "bankruptcy," and "collapse." By the way, he has also used the phrase "train wreck."

So let's talk about these scare tactics for a moment – the "iceberg" strategy. If someone told you that your family would be in solid shape for the next 38 years, you would probably breathe a sigh of relief because that would mean you had done everything necessary to prepare for the next 38 years to pay for your rent or mortgage, feed your kids, take care of your health care, and send your kids to college.

During those 38 years, keeping your eye on the future, you would have to try to earn more, save more, and prepare for that 38th year. You wouldn't have to throw up your hands and sell your house. And you certainly wouldn't call your situation a crisis. Frankly, we all face the fact that expenses go up over the years and our families need to prepare for those challenges.

When it comes to Social Security, President Bush not only wants to sell the house, but the car, the antique grandfather clock, and the wedding band. In essence, he is walking away from the foundation of America's most successful insurance program using scare tactics.

Of course we should be used to this by now from this administration. They are the ones who told us that tax cuts to the wealthiest among us would bring unparalleled economic growth – which hasn't happened.

They are the ones who told us that $50 to $100 billion of oil in Iraq would pay for all the reconstruction of that country – which hasn't happened.

They are the ones who told us "Mission Accomplished," when tragically it wasn’t.

They are the ones who told us that a booming economy would lower our deficits – and they are now the highest in history.

They are the ones who told us that the Medicare prescription drug bill would cost $400 billion over 10 years – when, in fact, it is now reported to cost $1.2 trillion.

So a message I have for the American people is this: beware of scare tactics and false information.

This isn't the first time that this president has predicted the end of Social Security. In 1978, as a candidate for Congress, he predicted the end of Social Security by the end of 1988. He was wrong then, and he is wrong now.

But what is worse now, is the use of the full power of the presidency to do the following: scare the American people and hold out privatization as the savior of Social Security.

And if he succeeds, this is what will happen: he will turn Social Security from a guaranteed benefit into a guaranteed gamble.

Benefits will be cut an average of 45 percent. Millions will be thrown into poverty. Survivors, including children, who count on Social Security to protect them after the death of the primary earner will be left high and dry. Disabled workers who are protected by Social Security will be left to fend for themselves. Our budget will have deficits as far as the eye can see due to the interest costs on the trillions and trillions of borrowing that will be needed to make private accounts possible.

I can predict these outcomes because of studies that have been done on various privatization plans.

I was a stock broker once. I think there is an absolute place for market investments. But they should never be the basis of one's retirement. They should be an additional piece on top of a basic, secure, guaranteed retirement benefit.

And, don't ever delude yourself into thinking that this private account will make you rich. According to a recent study, a typical American who contributes to a private account for 40 years will get about $300 per month during retirement.

It is true that you can gain with a private account. But, you can also lose – and lose big. And when you have to pay the bills – including such urgent needs as food, shelter, and medicine – you can't count on the stock market.

You can count on Social Security, and with every fiber of my being, I will make sure it is there not only for my generation, but for my children's generation and for my grandchild's generation.

Before Social Security, well over half of our elderly lived in poverty. Now, because of the guaranteed benefit – which averages just over $1000 a month for a man, and just under $800 per month for a woman – 10 percent of our seniors live in poverty. This is too high, but this dramatic reduction represents a monumental achievement, which is now in jeopardy.

Twenty-two years ago, a right-wing think tank created a blue print for the demise of Social Security. That blue print says to get banks and insurance companies who will reap the benefits of private accounts behind the effort.

And President Bush and his allies are doing just that. They are getting the financial interests to pour money into a multi-million dollar media campaign to promote privatization and scare the American people.

Here’s what the blue print said: "Not only does business have a great deal to gain from a reform effort designed to stimulate private savings, but it also has the power to be politically influential and to be instrumental in mounting a public education campaign."

What exactly does privatization of Social Security mean for Wall Street moguls? According to a study by the University of Chicago, Social Security privatization will put $940 billion into Wall Street’s pockets. And this will come out of the pockets of hard working Americans. The same study said that administrative fees for Wall Street firms will cut the value of your private account by 20 percent.

Let's compare that to Social Security. Social Security does not have administrative costs of 20 percent. It doesn't have administrative costs of 10 percent. It doesn’t have administrative costs of 5 percent. It doesn't have administrative costs of 1 percent. Social Security’s administrative costs are one-half of one percent.

So follow the money. It leads straight to strong special interests. And, it was mapped out over 20 years ago.

What else is in that blue print?

The blue print also says it is necessary to buy off the elderly by telling them their benefits won’t be touched.

And that instruction is being followed. In his State of the Union speech, President Bush said that for those 55 and older, "the Social Security system will not change in any way."

Another message I have today is to people 55 and older: don’t believe a word the President says about your benefits being safe.

It simply isn't true. It can’t be. And here’s why: in order to privatize Social Security and continue to pay your current benefits, the federal government will have to go into debt up to $2 trillion in just the next ten years – that’s up to $380,000 of debt every minute for the next 10 years.

When the choice is between the 20 percent of the American people who are retired or nearing retirement and the 80 percent of the people who will shoulder the burden of the extraordinary debt through higher taxes and higher interest rates, will the politicians respond to 80 percent of the people or 20 percent of the people? Even if they want to side with 20 percent of the population against the 80 percent, they simply will not be able to do that and remain in office.

Remember, when this borrowing begins – and if we lose this fight, it will be very soon – you will be getting the gold standard Social Security benefit and the rest of the country – nearly 80 percent – will be facing a benefit that is 45 percent less than yours. And for that hit, they also have to carry the burden of paying for your benefit through massive borrowing.

You don’t have to have a degree in Political Science to sense the outcome. If you’re 55 and older, you can’t count on a thing.

And, how cynical is it, that this White House believes that people over 55 only care about themselves. There are a lot of 75-year old seniors who care very much about what happens to their 45-year old sons and daughters. They care about their kids' retirement. But, it’s a lot more than that – because Social Security is a lot more than that.

We should not forget that Social Security is not just a retirement policy. It is an life insurance policy. It is a disability insurance policy.

So in summary, I am making seven points here today.

1. There is no crisis in Social Security. Scare tactics are being used to frighten the American people in an attempt to end Social Security.
2. Privatization is being pushed as a solution, when in fact, private accounts push Social Security over the edge.
3. The White House is following an ideological blue print that has been around for decades as the right-wing has been planning to end Social Security, in their own words, for six decades.
4. If privatization succeeds, the average retirement benefit would be cut by 45 percent.
5. There is a very wealthy coalition working now to end Social Security – because they would make tremendous financial gains with private accounts.
6. The people over 55 should not be lulled into believing that they are safe from this ax, which is being wielded against Social Security.
7. Because Social Security is much more than a retirement plan, widows and orphans and disabled workers will be in an economic free fall.

I am asking every Californian to go to sign my Social Security Petition and stand with me in fighting to protect, preserve, and defend Social Security for all Americans.

2.24.2005

How much for that ape?

As we are blanketed in snow here, and unable to leave the rectangle called home, the roommie and I watched the movie "Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas".
Dude, that was messed up. I will immediatly have to go out and buy the book. I really dug the movie, and I'm guessing the book will be even better.
Man, I'm tired. I can fall asleep right here by my computer, and I'm feeling the ability to type is quickly leaving me.

Moscow


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Originally uploaded by mgmystic.
A friend of mine was in Moscow this week and took a few snaps. This dude travels everywhere selling Austrian wine, and pretty soon they'll name a wing of the Salzburg Airport after him. One week Moscow, the next Singapore. Cool, huh?
Thanks, A.!

2.23.2005

Tricky

Those are tricky little buggers who are running this tournament. The Jacksonville.com folks have listened to their marketing folks and have extended this 64 greatest american bands thing over a few weeks. Undoubtedly, to get the most hits possible. Got to love internet marketing.
They put Bruce Springsteen and Stevie Ray Vaughan against each other in the first bracket!! How bloody fair is that?

I knew that was a good idea!

Years ago, when I was still innocent to the 9 to 5 cube-locked world of corporate America, I worked at a little small college-themed community Web site called OnTap.com. The problem was, hardly anyone ever went to the site, which could have been the very reason the site was taken out the proverbial back door and shot.
Before the site ate itself and imploded into oblivion, one of the other guys and I had an idea that we thought was pretty cool. We would take 64 musicians and bands and put them in brackets like the NCAA basketball tournament. Clever, huh? You could imagine the discussions we had about who we picked to win in our own bracket.
Unfortunately, we never got a chance to implement this idea, as we came up with it a month or so before we were all given tasty sandwiches and a decent severence and told to pack up our shit, please.
Fast forward five years (I cannot believe it's been that long. holy shnikes!), and I'm listening to WXPN on the way to work, and they were talking about a "greatest band ever" tournament emanating from Jacksonville, FLA.
64 Greatest American Rock Bands of all time
Dammit! That was our idea!! They did put an interesting spin on it, and you can try it here.
Once I figure out my choice, I'll be sure to let you know, and defend it with every ounce of my being. ok, maybe no more the 5 ounces.

Which ways

I have it on good authority that "Sideways" will be out on DVD April 5. 2004 was a pretty good year for movies, and I think that Sideways was my favorite movie. It's nominated for a few oscars this sunday night, but I don't know if it'll win any. The best chance it has is for best adapted screenplay. I'm still hoping that Thomas Haden Church wins Best Supporting Actor, but the money seems to be on Morgan Freeman.

2.22.2005

An imitation wrapped in an illusion

I was over at my brother's house last night, and they have gotten sucked into the vortex that is American Idol. I don't usually watch it, but I was there, and it was on, so I watched.
Last night, 12 guys sang, 2 or 3 of which I thought were ok. The others picked some absolutely horrid songs. Richard Marx, I call your name! Stevie Wonder! Listen to what they are doing to your classics.
It was brutal to watch. There were i think 4 Stevie Wonder songs, karioked to death. If Stevie Wonder were dead, he'd be rolling in his grave. Actually, he's prolly rolling around on his living room floor trying to shut out the horror.
I would love to hear Nick Hornby's take on American Idol, especially through the characters in "High Fidelity." They could go on for chapters about this all.
I won't be allowed the temptation of watching tonight, as I'll be at work.

2.21.2005

Hunter S. Thompson pulls a Hemingway

Wow.
Writer Hunter S. Thompson Kills Himself
What is it about writers and suicide? Is it because they have to be alone so much?

2.20.2005

It's snowing again

The dude in the cube next to me said rather emphatically last week that we have seen the last of the snow in NJ. I wish I would have dared him to shave off all his hair if he were wrong. I'll have to keep it in mind for the next time.
My sis from Maine came down with the kids, and she's staying at the brother's place. Naturally, I drove up. Nice to see them, and all the kids got along. No major tears, which is always a plus! I may drive up to see them once more tomorrow before theu head out, but considering the snow....Eh...It's not likely to stay on the ground for too long.
I caught a glimpse of S. at the bookstore last week. She was walking into the store as I was walking to my car. She was with someone else who works there, and I overheard my name, but not in a bad context, but rather if the person they saw was me. It was dark. She's been rather silent on the e-mail front, which is strange, cuz I don't think I said anything that could be construed as mean or annoying. Oh, wait. I did suggest that she have a happy valentine's day. Silly me.
My brother and I were dreaming today, while looking at eBay Motors. We were tracking down used BMW and mercedes convertibles that we could get for real cheap and share. For example, a 80-85 MB 380 SL convertible or a 85-90 3-Series Beemer. Lovely dreams but not likely to happen. I'd never be able to leave the bookstore if i went in with him on a purchase like that. Even though it might just be worth it. Life's short.

2.17.2005

Cinematic non-sequitor

I watched Napolean Dynamite last night. That must be one of the weirdest movies I've seen in a while. Not mind-fuck weird like 12 Monkeys, but just one of those movies where one never knows what comes next.
Hundreds of chickens? Sure!
Flying steak? Not a problem.
And why not learn how to dance by watching D-QWON? Why not!
One thing I'm curious about is why they chose a time travel machine without a flux capaciter. Everyone knows it's the flux capaciter that makes time travel possible!
It was funny, and it may deserve a second viewing to catch some of the jokes I'm sure I missed. However, through a lot of it, I was "Wha??" There wasn't much of a point to it, really, but I couldn't pull myself away.

Out of left field

Not something you'd normally find here: baseball news. On an unrelated note, it's almost pointless trying to post a comment on someone's blogger blog during lunch hour. I wanted this as a comment on KB's site, but oh well.
Former MVP Runner-Up Wants Canseco's Award.

For a limited time

Amazon has the trailer for The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
It looks pretty good!

2.16.2005

I'm going to be where people are not

Forgive the "Four Weddings and a Funeral" reference. It won't happen again any time soon.
I had a weird people day today. Not that anyone was rude, but everything was just a bit off kilter. Every now and again, I just feel that we are a bunch of well-dressed ants, and we all have our little roles to play, occupying our minds with little thinks to think, as we fill our little niches to keep our society humming along to no end. And it all doesn't really amount to all that much. Just little ants clamoring around.
We aren't meant to live this way! We aren't meant to spend the majority of our time stuck in cubes! Do we only think and gripe about the small stuff because the big stuff is too scary?
Erg. I guess we all have to pay the rent somehow.

Music, professor

I went 0 for 3 last night at the Princeton Record Exchange. I knew I should have bought that Jonatha Brooke CD when I had it in my hand a few weeks ago. Erg.
I also blanked on a Joseph Arthur CD with the song "Even Tho" on it, as well as a Tegan and Sara CD.
I did manage to track down a used copy of Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle. That movie is the funniest movie I've seen in years. More on it later.
I've woken up with a lot of energy.

2.15.2005

MB


Mercedes Benz SL500
Me: Hi, Mr. Mercedes Benz salesperson. How much for this SL?
Salesguy: 85 grand, give or take your first born.
Me: Ah. What could I get for $25.
Salesguy: 50 boxes of Mac and Cheese.
Me: What a deal! I'll take it!

2.14.2005

Beware of babies with primitive hunting weapons

Today is not just any ordinary Monday. It's a Very Special Monday, dressed in red hearts and festooned with chocolates and flowers. Something the natives call Valentine's Day. Fun for all the boys and girls!
Gotta love a holiday that's represented by something called Cupid, a naked cherub that goes around with a bow and arrow. Most people, under normal circumstances, have the sense to take bows and arrows *away* from small babies.
I'm not especially a big fan of this so-called "holiday," but I'll lay off most of the cynicism because that gets tiring and cliched.
Something nice did happen though. A girl in her early 20s came up to the register, and we were chatting and being all flirty-like. As she left she said "Happy Valentine's Day!" (granted, it was a day before the holiday, but that's a technicality). I looked her in the eye and said something to the effect of "Likewise. You, too. Thank you very much," (I am so not slick) and I shot her a smile. As she walked out the door, she looked back at me quickly, and we made eye contact briefly. She smiled, and she left.
I love little encounters like that, and I'm sure it's something I'll miss when I leave the bookstore eventually.

2.13.2005

Blasted Internet!

I had links up to Buzznet and Ofoto that didn't work. They kept on redirecting people to sign in pages rather than what I wanted, so fuckem.
I put a few pictures of the 2005 Philadelphia Car Show on Flickr, and I'll be posting more over the next few days.
I guess I could have tried to figure out why those links weren't working, but it's late on a Sunday, and I just don't have the patience.

2.10.2005

Is you is, or is you ain't?

I'm not even quite sure what to say about this. A conservative reporter picked himself up a fake name, got some press credentials, and got himself into the White House, where he was able to ask the President a question at a press conference. How big a deal this is I don't know, but considering how well orchestrated all those press conferences, something smells fishy.
Loose 'Gannon': White House Reporter Is Really James D. Guckert.

Free refills?

There's such a thing as hallucinogenic tea? I had no idea, but apparently, the White House is seeking a ban on it.
I'm not one for drugs, but if the White House thinks this tea is a beverage non grata, I might have to pick me up some.

pill


Every now and again, you have to take your medicine. Give yourself the warm and fuzzies.

So that's where they were!

If they're still bothering to look where Iraq's weapons of mass destruction are, maybe they should look in North Korea, seeing as they have nuclear weapons now. Or should I say "nucular."
However, considering they only have destructive weapons that can hit california, and no oil, I don't think we need to worry about another war.
That makes me sleep better.

2.08.2005

Gators, Ug

I was there for a national championship. I was there for the comeback against FSU. I was there for a final four, and I cheered along when the went to the NCAA Final.
What the hell happened to the Gators?
Every time in the last two years that I put my heart into the game, they somehow manage to fuck it up. Losing in the last minute for way too many football games...painful.
Now with the BBall team, they have been underwhelming. They lose against Manhattan in the first game of the NCAA tournament last year. There were so overrated.
This year, they are inconsistent. I just watched them lose against Kentucky just now. They were up by 11 in the first half.
Nuf said.

I haven't heard that one before

I was forwarded this essay last week from a friend. Written by artist Mark Mumford. I'm not quite sure who he is, but I think he's famous for writing a billboard that reads, "We are all in this together." It's conceptual art, and I'm sure he's a blast at parties.
Anyway, I agree with everything he says. He's right on. However, he doesn't add much to the discussion, dwelling on defensive negativity and not providing any new ideas.
I replied to my friend about this e-mail that says just as much, but I can't find it. (ed note: Found it! Scroll down) She hasn't responded yet. Maybe I was harsh? I don't know...but when I find my email, I'll post it,
Well, without further ado, here's Mark Mumford's Latest Perspective. Give a big hand for Mark Mumford!

Ah, the violent march of democracy.

Beautiful thing, really, seeing repressed and weary
Iraqis vote for the first time, and dance in the
bloody bombed-out streets, and avoid the suicide
bombers and of course not be able to travel between
provinces or drive anywhere in their locked-down
nation and by the way watch out for the snipers on the
roofs.

It really is amazing, watching the deeply flawed
system of democracy take hold in a raw and decimated
nation like a thorny weed cracking through shattered
concrete. All people deserve to be free and now Iraqis
have a tiny bloody taste of it and this is always,
always a good thing. I am not kidding.

So, should we be proud? Is Bush's thuggish and illegal
pre-emptive attack strategy justified? Are Iraq's
first-ever elections a defining moment in American
political history? Are we all righteous and good and
holy, despite all the dead bodies and the hatred?

Well, sort of. But then again, not really. Should Bush
get some credit for all the cheering Iraqis who are
now breathing sort of free? Well, no. Not even close.

While it's always heartwarming to see a brutalized and
disheartened people flex their newfound freedom for
the first time, the costs of this teetering, fragile,
force-fed, implode-at-any-moment democracy are
nauseating and appalling. You already know the
numbers: $300 billion, over 1,400 dead U.S. soldiers
and over 10,000 permanently wounded and countless
thousands of dead innocent Iraqi civilians -- and
many, many more to come.

And let us not forget the biggest disclaimer of all:
Not a single one of BushCo's alleged reasons for
dragging our fractured and bankrupt nation into one of
the most brutal wars since Vietnam has actually proved
valid or justifiable. The disgusting array of
WMD/nuclear/biotoxin lies and deceptions are not
suddenly erased because we set up some polling places.

How quickly we forget: A democratic Iraq was never the
reason Bush forced us into this war. Iraq's fledgling
democracy is a pleasant side effect, a bonus PR move,
a heartstring-tugging and patriotic patina of bogus
humanitarianism BushCo is now trying to slather over
one of the most disastrous and inept military efforts
in recent history. It makes for terrific photo ops. It
makes for miserable and debilitating foreign policy.

Look. Democracy is good. Treasonous BushCo dishonesty
and misprision and an outright ignorance regarding
exit strategies and the true costs of war are not.
Republicans and Bush apologists are quick to ignore,
in this momentary orgy of political spin and PR, how
not a single one of the problems Iraq faced before the
elections has been solved. The brutal insurgent
violence is only increasing. U.S. soldiers are dying
in record numbers. Iraq is a violent mess. And Bush
just asked for $80 billion more from the broke U.S.
economy to fund the occupation, with no end in sight.

Let's just say it outright: The ends do not justify
the means. A barely democratic Iraq is fine and good,
but you well know that if Bush had mumbled to the
nation three years and $300 billion ago that we were
going to start bombing this piss-poor country back to
the Stone Age and gut the U.S. economy and put
thousands of American soldiers and tens of thousands
of innocent Iraqis in death's way to deliver it, all
while sending the nastiest possible message to the
world and actually increasing the threat of terrorism
while turning our backs on every major U.S. ally, I
doubt many Americans would have giddily waved the flag
of support (except maybe Ann Coulter, who apparently
loves anything involving guns and dead foreigners).

Let's put it another way: Here is your choice,
America: $300 billion and massive international
disrespect and a huge pile of dead American soldiers
in an effort to force a fragile democracy onto a torn
and fractured Iraq by ousting their useless dictator
who was, let us repeat, no threat to us, or to anyone,
and who was, in fact, our ally, until he dared to
threaten our oil.

Or: $300 billion to assist struggling nations and
battle AIDS and protect the planet, to evolve our
international relationships and set up treaties and
unifying alliances and maybe even have a little left
over to help fix our own schools, maybe help all those
destitute American city upgrade their hospitals and
fix their homeless problems and even maybe launch a
national health-care plan, spend that money on trying
to solve a huge host of social ills plaguing this
crumbling beautiful egomaniacal empire we call home.

Which do you choose? What cost democracy? Where do you
draw your lines?

Bush does not get credit for Iraq's fleeting glimpse
of democracy for the exact same reason you don't give
the tsunami credit for cleansing the streets of
Indonesia. His motives were never, repeat never, to
bring democracy to Iraq. His motives were to oust a
pip-squeak dictator who threatened our access to 10
percent of the world's oil. It was about power, and
regional control, and ego, and petroleum. Period.

Does this matter anymore? Iraq gets a glimmer of
democratic hope and all lies and broken international
laws and oily policy shifts are forgiven? Hardly.

Because if this is our new agenda, if we are suddenly
the Hammer of Democracy that slams our political
system onto every country we feel deserves it and damn
the fiscal, emotional, spiritual and human costs,
well, let's get to it, already.

Let's right now start preparing for U.S. forces to
march into that pesky repressive China. Let us look
forward to BushCo declaring war on Iran, and then
North Korea, and then huge parts of nondemocratic
Africa. Any day now, yes? How about Egypt? And
Pakistan? And Jordan? Dictatorships and monarchies and
repressive, antidemocratic oligarchies, all. Man,
we'll be at war until 2045! Whee!

What about poor, beautiful Nepal, where the king just
shut down the government and closed all the airports
and severed communication with the rest of the world,
and over 10,000 people have died in rebel fighting and
the military is patrolling the streets and citizens
are terrified and repressed and democracy is dying on
the vine? Shouldn't we be marching in there next week,
Georgie? Saddle up, cowpokes!

Oh wait. Won't happen. Reason: Not convenient. Not
strategically lucrative. No oil reserves. No real
power gain, except for maybe Iran, which is why BushCo
is already busy working with Israel to map out bombing
strategies.

In fact, to prove we don't really give a crap for the
lovely "march of democracy" Republicans so love to
gloat over, let's note right here how the U.S.
regularly gives billions in aid to those very same
repressive, dictator-friendly burgs of Egypt and
Jordan and Pakistan. Ah, flagrant hypocrisy, thy name
is Bush.

Look. Does America have a responsibility to the world
to promote peace and democratic ideals in the world
whenever possible? Hell yes. Does the world's richest
and most gluttonous superpower have an obligation to
intervene when absolutely necessary and help repressed
peoples taste freedom and emerge from the shadow of
evil dictators? You're damn right.

But not this way. Not at this cost. Not via a
staggering and soul-mauling string of lies and abuse
of power and a brutish foreign policies that only
alienate and aggravate and inflame. Not through
torture tactics and economic plundering and fear
stratagems designed to keep the exhausted American
populace from asking too many questions about this
administration's real motives.

And not by way of a thuggish pre-emptive attack-first
policy that goes against everything America has stood
for (i.e., defense, containment, peace) for the past
100 years.

Meanwhile, in related news, an international team of
scientists and researchers announced that the world
has roughly 10 years before the effects of global
warming become permanent and irreversible. Before the
Gulf Stream is permanently weakened and massive ice
shelves melt and the world is plunged more deeply in
danger than we could ever imagine.

You really want to protect democracy, Dubya? Ensure
its survival? You really want to have a lasting
legacy, one not tainted with blood and war and
humiliating claims of "mission accomplished?" Here's a
tiny reminder: that $80 bil you just asked for to kill
more Iraqis is 17 times higher than the EPA's entire
budget. Maybe, just maybe, something is just a little
off in our nation's priorities? Just, you know, a
thought. Go democracy!


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Here's the email I sent to my friend regarding this essay. I don't think I was being unduly harsh or anything, but for reasons unbeknowst to me, I haven't gotten a reply. Not yet, anyway.

Who is this guy? You know, I believe in everything he says, right? I've proven my liberal credentials to you. I'm sure I sounded a lot like him before the election, too. However, I think that the election proved that pointing out others' stupidity, ignorance, idiocy, etc., just doesn't get the votes. Sure, everything he says is logical, but it's completely devoid of new ideas, focusing entirely on what's wrong (there's, plenty, I know) and feeding negativity and hopelessness.
I am sick of it. I don't want to be hopeless anymore.
I still believe I can effect change by acting locally and thinking globally. You did it by sending out those petitions. I signed every one of those you sent, and I became a member of those petition sites, too. I think that finally the naive idealism of my youth is growing through the wall of cynicism I've put up. No matter the state of affairs, I think the world can be better, but only through positive, proactive ideas and not negative, reactive thought. I think I'm going to stop seeing the world for what it is, but rather for what it can be, and then work to make it so.
I'm sorry to bombard you with this on a monday morning. This is probably more of a reaction than you expected when you sent that story out. Don't hate me!

2.07.2005

Monday, Monday

I managed to catch the last quarter of the game last night. The Eagles were able to bring it within a field goal, but somehow managed to fritter away what opportunities they had. Oh well. I didn't have too much invested in the game.
I would have liked to see Paul McCartney during the half time show. Maybe I can track that down on the Web somehwere.
There's absolutely nothing on TV. I think I'm about to resort to Telemundo or something.
I helped put up dry wall in my brother's basement over the weekend, and somehow, I've managed to get myself signed up for a second weekend. If everything goes according to plan, I should still be able to catch the Phili car show this weekend.

2.06.2005

A brief flirtation with spring

The sun is out, and the snow is melting. I don't even need a coat. It's the nicest day here in months, and a nice day kinda makes waking up during the nasty days worth it.
The weekender motorcyclists are out there again in full force. The joggers are reclaiming the jogging paths from the Canada geese. People are coming out of their hiding places to see the sun.
I could sit out there for hours.

2.03.2005

Proud Uncle

I get to play proud uncle today, as my 12-year-old niece was published in her local paper. She was 11 when she wrote it, but it was just published last week.

To the editor:
Hi, my name is Aina Crouch. I am 11 years old and go to Brunswick Jr. High School. I just moved here from Suffolk, VA and I have seen a lot of changes.
The biggest change is that Brunswick and a lot of other places in Maine are really clean. Also, There are a lot of family activities and fun events that go in in Maine.

I was not too excited about moving. My neighborhood was really cool. But when I came here and saw how friendly everyone was, I loved it right away. I think that to keep Maine clean, fun, safe, and incredibly friendly, we should try to make it even better than before.
Plant more flowers, make the town Web sites more inviting, clean your town up and whatever else you think of. If we do this, Brunswick and all over Maine will be one place everyone wants to be.
So try to help out so other kids and adults can feel welcome. You will find that cleaning and being nice will really make a difference.

Aina Crouch
Brunswick

Go Aina! It's yer birthday! It's yer birhtday!

WXPN

I finally succumbed to their pledge drives. I'm a newly minted member of WXPN 88.5. I'll even get a fun t-shirt. I guess I've been listening to these guys for years, and they are the only respite from crap mainstream radio. So, I guess it was due time.

2.01.2005

That movie messed me up, yo.

I just got back from seeing Hotel Rwanda. Everything I have to say is trite and will be tainted with a heavy dose of liberal guilt and western shame.
Needless to say, I don't think any movie has affected me this much since I saw The Killing Fields, and that didn't even affect me as much.
I left the theatre speechless and emotionally wrecked. Throughout the last half of the movie, I was wondering when it would end, but I didn't want it to because I didn't know what I would do when it did. When it ended, I didn't really want to move, and I would have been content to sit in the theatre by myself, staring at the empty screen.
Nothing like a movie about a real genocide to render all your worries as trivial and superficial. Just this afternoon, I was worrying about what kind of cell phone I want to get...
I knew that this genocide happened, and I was upset about it at the time. I guess it takes a movie, filmed 10 years after the fact, to wake people up. That's pathetic.
I'm generally disgusted with mankind as it is, and this makes it worse.
I have a bunch more to say, but as the thoughts are jumbling in my head, it's unlikely to e coherent.
If you get the chance, go see the movie, but it might be a good idea not to go by yourself.

Splendid

In another lifetime, I wrote advertising copy and worked on a Web site for Splenda, one of my previous employer's clients. Splenda is a no-calorie sweetener that actually comes from sugar. They do some sort of weird voodoo to it, and abracadabra, it's Splenda, a no-calorie, no-carbohydrate sugar replacement.
Brilliant, huh? People seem to think so, as they are picking up boxes upon boxes of the stuff.
However, people including the Sugar Association and the folks who make Equal are getting into a sugar-induced tizzy, and are suing Johnson & Johnson, the folks who make Splenda, for misleading customers. Apparenetly, the voodoo that J&J uses has something to do with chlorine, and the Sugar Friends want the people to know.
I'll be interested to see how all this turns out, and I wonder how, or if at all, it will affect my previous employer. These are folks that laid me and others off three days before Christmas, so I'm not totally sympathetic.