I've actually been able to get a pretty good jump on my New Year's resolutions this year, which is rather surprising, given my general tendency toward procrastination.
Some of the things I've done in the last few months have been designed to make it easier to do the next thing on my list, which I'm not really gonna get into here. It is something that needs to get done--and most likely should have been done at least a year ago--but the entire process around it is so demotivating, and frankly, intimidating, that I can't even start! So, after knocking off all those other things, I've built a pretty good ladder, yet I can't seem to climb that final rung. So, basically, I'm clutching tightly to the top rung of a ladder with my eyes shut, not daring to look up or down. In the meantime--"living is easy with eyes closed, misunderstanding all you see."
Ug. Cranberry sauce, indeed.
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