Asked that girl i liked for ages out for coffee, finally.
However, she is apparently seeing someone at the moment. This is a bit of a bummer from my standpoint. I waited too long, but i guess one can't really do the whole "coulda shoulda woulda" game. At any rate, I really liked her, so it's going to be hard to break down the house of illusion I've built.
This has been the latest in a string of misadventures I have flown headfirst into. However, this time around, I at least did something about it and asked her out. At least now I know, and I can lay the whole thing to rest. I guess I'll spend the next few days feeling sorry for myself, along with a mixture of jealousy about the dude she actually is seeing. Erg.
I have to really learn to take the opportunity when I see it.
I do wish that I can put this string of unrequited crushes to rest and find someone who actually likes me as much as i like them. It's not that hard a concept. People do this everyday.
I have a feeling my thought are rather scattered at the moment. I think I should just go to sleep.
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